Sunday, August 16, 2009

A Cool Day


Well, not exactly cool as in cold weather. Summer is still on and the temperature is around 45 deg Celsius, but the experience(s) I had today was quite, well, different and an eye-opener.

First thing in the morning, I go down to start my car to go for work, and no response. The battery was drained, so my car didn't start. Luckily for me, my dad's friend had left his car with him while going on summer vacation, so my dad told me that I could take his car!!! Well, yes, his 'King', Camry, which he is sooo possessive about and I was excited, thrilled and scared too. I have to be careful. I just loved driving this babe....it was sooo smooth. Well, not that I hate my car, my Chevy Aveo, but initially I didn't like it. But then I got used to it and then began liking it. But when you get the taste of something better, you yearn for it even more.

Then at my office, around noon, my computer froze. And I had this file with all these data, which I hadn't saved and that also went with ice. So, now, I've got to re-do it. Well, after all these, I was complaining to my colleague, not exactly my colleague, but my boss's colleague about 'my wonderful day' and when I told him about the car, he was like 'You must try driving my R8 TT.' And I was like, 'Do you mean Audi R8', 'Yeah. The 2 seater, sports car!' And I was like, 'I'll take this offer!!' Well, yes am crazy about cars and I guess I would grab any opportunity to drive a sports car!!!

Now, itz the end of the day. I thought maybe there will be a charm of 3 and I was wondering what the 3rd thing to freeze will be and I'm still wondering.......

Friday, August 14, 2009

Seasons of Life

We had joy, we had fun, we had seasons in the sun.....Well, yes, a song by Westlife.

Unlike yesterday, today was quite refreshing. After a long time, I met and talked to a person who had spent a lot of time with me during our university days. It felt good to walk down our memory lane, together. And it also helped us to see the changing seasons of our life. What we were as kids, as teenagers and where we might end up as adults. It is a long road, with all sorts of twists and turns, and at times a hell of a roller coaster ride.

The college days that were warm and fun and office days when things are so so different....the competition, the responsibility, the gossips......Life is changing and so are we. Before when I thought I couldn't grow up and now, I know I have to grow up. But I will take my time, step by step, I'll head towards my future. Who knows what it will hold, but hoping and praying for the best....for myself and others......

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

The Sky and the Stars


I happened to read an article today whicch was regarding Annual Perseid Meteor Shower this week...on Tuesday and Wednesday.

Well, when I read this article, I remembered our road trip to Saudi during Ramadan 3 years ago....it was on the 27th night of Ramadan. The road was pitch dark after we left Saudi border and there were a lot of trucks and a few cars. My sis and I were sitting in the rear seat of the car and all around us, it was pitch dark. After a while when I looked up the sky, it was beautiful!!!!! There were so many stars twinkling in the pitch dark sky. And believe me, I have never seen so many stars in this part of the world.

Then I sat there wondering, was this the miracle of Laylathul-Qadr? It is said that Laylathul Qadr falls on an odd night during the last 10 days of Ramadan and I have also heard that it could change every year. What is the significance of Laylathul Qadr? It is better than 1000 months. So, if you do a good deed on the eve of LAylathul Qadr, it is like you have done a good deed for 1000 months. It is the night when all the angels ascend down....

That night was beautiful! Subhanallah....nature is so very mystique and it engulfs me completely. I just love the serenity and tranquility it provides. Simple happiness.....

A Wish


At times, how I wish I could escape reality
To run away and take solace in mother nature....
To run away to the green meadows all by myself....
Quench the thirst and gulp down the view of the blue sky....
To feel the cool wind gushing past my face
Trying to blow mw away with it.....

To lie on the green meadows and watch the birds fly in the sky....
To feel the earth beneath and the smell of the mud after first rain....
How I wish I could just run away to a place
Where I just don't have to think about anything or anyone
Just satisfy myself with what nature has to offer
To see, to hear, to feel, to smell....

But then I'm drawn back to reality...
Wherever I run to, I try to escape to
I just don't find any green meadows....
I don't feel the cool breeze hitting my face...
But I feel the scorching heat and see the barren land....
With nature changing itz color.....

How I wish I could run back with time....
How I wish I could lie on your lap....
How I wish I could listen to the water....
How I wish I could feel the breeze....
How I wish I could see the green and blue shaking hands....
How I wish you'd replenish me.....mother nature!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Today's Techie Trivia


I had attended a vendor's presentation today. They were from China and were presenting a lot of techie stuff. What really caught my attention was the laptop they were using AND the laser keyboard. YESSS!!! The laser keyboard that we usually see in the forward emails was right in front of my. My boss took it from them for a while and was playing with it and his boss was asking me, 'Can you see it?' 'coz as usual I was occuppying one of the seats at the back. Yes, I had my fair share of inspecting the equipment remotely. It was just amazing!!!!

Well, technology fascinates me. I just enjoy the pace at which things are going these days and well, get quite excited with all the teknoratti around. I'm quite happy that my job allows me to be exposed to more technology :)

Thursday, August 6, 2009

2 Years on Blogger and 75th Post!!!




















I just noticed that this is my 2nd year on Blogger.

I began blogging after I read some inspirational quotes during my summer vacation and wanted to share them with everyone. Then I began posting good forward emails on my blog, 'coz last year after I returned from vacation there were so many emails in my inbox (not to mention I have half a dozen email ids multiplied by 100 emails...LOL), that I was concerned about my friends who check their emails only occassionally and what a nuisance my forward emails would be for them and how difficult it would be for them to retrieve important emails. So I decided to be a good girl and send forward emails only to people who check their emails often or who sends me forward emails often. Then I began blogging my thoughts and when the philosopher or poet within me decides to awaken, I jot them down too. And so blogging has become an obsession(??) Not quite. I can write only when I have the mood to write and that happens...well...at times. And these days I don't get as many forward emails as I used to, so posting forward emails is also lesser.

Now I'm thinking of writing book reviews/summaries or Japanese drama/anime/manga summaries. I don't know if I'll really do it, but I had a yahoo 360 site dedicated for that, then I got bored. Well, who knows. It all depends on my mood.

And speaking of 2nd anniversary of blogging, this is my 75th post on the blog!!! Cool, huh? I never thought I'd reach this far. Thanks to all the voluntary readers, followers and commenters. And for those whom I impose to read my blog, hehehe, thanks for yielding and bearing my writing. I really appreciate all your support!

Religion vs. Tradition and Culture

Well, this post is not to debate whether religion comes in front of tradition and culture or vice versa. But just my views about the same with respect to my observation. This is higly personal opinion and has no bias towards any religion or culture. Comments are welcome though.

Have you ver wondered what has always dominated most of the societies all over the world? How traditions were established and how religion was adapted? What dominates our life? Is it religion or tradition? When we speak of religion everyone has their own version of it. Some might be orthodox, highly adhering to religion or a little bit of religion here and there. Not many follow their religion to the core, not many can, 'coz of the society. Society has their own set of rules, which comes down as tradition or an established culture. And they expect everyone to follow cultural customs to the core. This influences in distorting religious outlook. Culture is made by people and it evolves over time. With time, many unwanted customs blend in with culture and it keeps evolving. And society expects people to follow culture.

Religion is God sent. It doesn't change, need not change. But the pace with which human beings run, we fail to keep up with Him, we forget Him and the obligation to Him and even to thank Him. People don't care to satisfy God, but they want to satisfy the society and believe me, society can never be satisfied. 'Coz if you are satisfying one sect of the society, there might be another sect who will not be satisfied. In the end, everyone is at a loss.

Culture and tradition keeps evolving and not everyone can keep up with the change in society. So it is better to live life your way and try to satisfy yourself and God. 'Coz in the end, you return to Him with all your deeds!

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Tsubaki's Dilemma - Part II

This is the 2nd part of my short story. I'm hoping to complete it with this part. If you haven't read part 1, please click here to read it. I've edited some parts there as well highlighted in blue.

Also I tend to get carried away while writing, so I've decided NOT to write short stories any more. I feel that this is quite long for a short story and well, I get too many ideas and it is a bit troublesome to merge them all.........now for your feedback :)

Story continues....

The Reunion



Tsubaki sat on her couch, staring at her packed bags, she wondered how she'd manage. Her Onii-chan had managed staying by himself beginning from his university days. So she thought she would be fine. But it was getting into her. Then suddenly, her cell phone rang, an unknown number. "Moshi Moshi, Tsubaki speaking. Who is this?" After a brief chat, she hung up the phone. She was so happy, a call from the person she never expected to meet again. Yes, this person would join Tsubaki after 2 days, even though for a brief period of a week. Tsubaki couldn't believe her luck! What a timing! But then everything in Sakura's life has been about right timing.

Yes. That was a call from Sakura, her only good friend during university days. Unlike other so-called friends who approached Tsubaki only when they needed her, Sakura was different. She was always there for her during her good times and bad. She never demanded anything and neither did Sakura need any help from her. Sakura was amazing by herself. She was good at academics, and unlike Tsubaki, Sakura was good at communicating with people and people were always drawn to her because of her personality. How much she wished she was like Sakura, but Sakura always consoled her, "You are unique Tsubaki and there will be no one like you in this whole wide world. Just be yourself and don't think about things far away. Live each day as it unravels its mysteries. Solve them!" Yes, that was Sakura's approach to life. Live each day to the fullest, tomorrow will have its own troubles that is not worth thinking at this moment. Sakura had moved to Korea after university. She only did her undergrad in Toudou, after that she took up a job and moved with her parents to Korea. Tsubaki missed Sakura a lot, during her Grad-school days and even during work. For the brief time that Sakura was in Japan after university, she used to visit Tsubaki and well, it was a relief for Tsubaki. All the happy memories with Sakura came forth at this moment.

Sakura was coming to Japan for a week for official purposes and had called to ask if she could stay with Tsubaki if she was staying alone or if Tsubaki cared to join her for a week, wherever she was staying. A week with Sakura was more than a dream come true. She knew Sakura could help her to get out of her dilemma or atleast help her stand on her feet.

Tsubaki moved to her new apartment the next day. Being the weekend, she unpacked her bags, which she thought she wouldn't if Sakura wasn't coming and tried to make the place look and feel like home. She wanted to make Sakura feel at home and well, it had been 3 years since they met, they had quite a lot to catch up on. Sakura was due to arrive that evening. She had given her the address. Sakura's company was a client of Tsubaki's company and Sakura was heading the project Tsubaki was dealing with. Sakura would have to come to Japan quite often and if Tsubaki's boss would allow it, she could be the representative to Korea.

The door bell rang, it was Sakura. What a joyous moment it was for both of them meeting after so long. One glance at the house and Sakura exclaimed, 'Did you just move in today?', sheepishly Tsubaki replied, 'Yes. I've been planning to move out for quite long and now since my project is so demanding, I'll have to stay close to my office.'

Sakura knew how attached to her family Tsubaki was. While at university she never attended any parties held by her friends 'coz her parents didn't like it and she always tried to please her parents. Sakura lived life her way. She had her own ambitions and she always balanced with many many things. It was amazing how she did that. She never sweet talked to anyone, but her personality was so pleasant that people felt like being with her doing things for her. Tsuabki often wondered if people like Sakura existed. One day, she had blatantly asked her, 'Saura, why are you always so nice to people?' Sakura was surprised. She was like, 'Am I always nice? I thought I got angry and expressed my anger quite well to people who got on my nerves or am I always good to you 'coz you are so sweet and never get on my nerves?'

Well, it was after that she noticed that there were people who were scared of Sakura as well. She hated people who were lazy and while at university, she never gave her homework for everyone to copy (unlike Tsubaki) and well, if she couldn't stand people, she showed it. It was more like she sent the 'don't approach me' signal to people whom she was uncomfortable around. But she got along many people.

Tsubaki got back to reality. Sakura hadn't changed at all and immediately made her feel at home. They talked about their parents, home, siblings, career, university days....and they had so much to talk. And then Sakura asked, 'How does it feel starting to live by yourself?' ' Frankly speaking, I'm a bit scared. But my work demands it.' 'I'll help you get settled in then. And I'm happy to see that you have unpacked your things the 1st day. How are things at home?'

'All are fine.' 'But I can sense that something is not really alright. What is it my dear? Is it anything related to your being single?'

Sakura sure was sharp. 'Yes. It is.' 'Is it your parents?' 'No, my grandmom.'

'Oh well. It is ok then. If your parents are cool about it, no worries. You'll find your knight in the shining armor at the right time!'

'How's your family life?'

'Yeah. It is fine. I live with my husband now. Got to manage house and work. But it has been fine so far. Hmmm....By the way, does that Vice President of the company get to your nerves any more?'

Well, this was something Tsubaki hadn't told anyone except Sakura. This VP guy was their classmate from university and a snobbish brat at that and a perfectionist. Sakura was the least affected by people around her. She had her own standards and she competed against herself. But Tsubaki always tried to compete with this arrogant brat, but not really succeeded. She thought she got rid of him after their graduation. But last year when she began working, she was shocked to see the VP of the company, son of the President. Now she knew where all the arrogance came from and he hadn't forgotten his old classmate, who was always at par with him. Well, he did make life tougher for her. He got her involved with almost all the major projects. Well, yes it was a boost to her career, but there were times when she wanted to take a lighter project and so on. But he always liked to keep her busy and in the office. 'Like hell, he does. I feel like running away from the place.' ' Persevere my dear persevere. Finish this project and try somewhere else if he doens't want to give you rest. Or go talk to him. Tell him you need a break. I bet he would understand.' 'As if he would. He is such a perfectionist and he believes I can handle anything.'

'But once in a while, it is good to take lighter projects and get back home to rest.'

'Yes, it is true. But it did boost my career quite a lot. I've reached a high position within this short span of time.'

'Maybe you'll take over his position, the VP.'

Tsubaki said, 'Its not impossible' and smiled.

Being with Sakura was so welcome. Tsubaki could always throw her tantrums, complain about anything and Sakura would listen and really listen and give a lighter comment or a smarter suggestion. They went shopping the next day and it was so much fun. They had such a good time together and getting her apartment set was just so easy with a person around her.

Tsubaki felt so good to get back to work on Monday. She wondered if she would get this project with Sakura and if she could travel to Korea. A change in atmosphere would be good to refresh her and forget about her personal problems. But she knew she couldn't run away from these problems. She had to face them head on, but she had to get some more time to prepare herself. It was always about being mentally strong and being prepared. She never knew how Sakura was like that, but like her name, Sakura was 'Cherry Blossoms' and always brought about a smile and warm feeling to people whom she cared about.

Tsubaki knew she had a long way to go before she could become a better person, but she knew she was better than when she was at the university and now, moving by herself was one of her strategies to be mentally strong and independent. Well, it was also trying to prove to her mother that she can be a good daughter and surprisingly she could manage her apartment quite well and with Sakura around it was heaven.

Finally, it was the day Sakura had to leave. Tsubaki did get involved with the project and would have to travel to Korea quite a bit. They both sat down and remembered their uni days, when they just had all the fun and no responsibilities, the long vacations, the bunking classes and their cherished friendship, which has been burning alive for sometime and they knew it would never fade away. They had their hearts connected no matter where they were. They were their confidants and they felt secure with each other.

True friendship is neither broken nor shaken by distance or time or whatever comes in between. They always last and no matter how, where or when you meet again, you can always see who is your true friend.






Friday, July 10, 2009

Tsubaki's Dilemma - Part I

This is my first attempt at writing a short story. Could have instances related to real life or some stories, but I don't mean offence to anyone nor do I mean to copy anyone's story. Feel free to criticise and comment. All suggestions are welcome. I could put on the anonymous option for commenting as well. Have fun reading. YOSH!! Here I go.

Tsubaki's Dilemma
Loneliness

She knew she was different. Her sister used to always tell her, " Onee-chan, you are physically girl and mentally boy!!" She used to brush it aside saying, "Maybe. There is a saying that goes, don't ask a woman her age and a man his wage. Now you can ask me neither!"

Now, Tsubaki was really questioning herself. It has been more than a year since she has been working. She had always worked part-time, be it during high school or during university. She loved the financial independence she gained that way, so she didn't have to ask her parents for pocket money to buy books, accessories and all. The job she landed in was also quite a good one, what else would an acer from TouDou land in? On the surface everything might seem smooth for the others, but Tsubaki was thinking of moving out by herself, to stay at an apartment close to her work place. At 25, this was quite common in Japan, but for Tsubaki, her ties with the family was quite strong and not being able to return to her home, to her Okaa-san, after a tiresome day at work seemed quite lonely.

But no matter what, she had to move. She had late office shift these days and add to it the traffic she reached home quite late. And the project she was working on these days was quite demanding. She had managed her own finances and had always made her own decisions, be it regarding her future career or studies and also offered her suggestions to her Otou-san regarding his business. So, well, she considered herself a good son. She did cook a little bit, if instant noodles are included in that list and helped her Okaa-san with some household chores. But Okaa-san still didn't trust her to manage the house by herself. So, is she a failure as a daughter? But her Otou-san used to tell her, 'My dear, it is easy to cook. It is only getting the things ready and the aftermath of cooking that is tedious.'

Not only this, now her grandma was moving in with her parents and she couldn't really stand her grandma's talks. Not that she hated her grandma, but these days all her grandma talked about was to get Tsubaki married. She loved her grandma otherwise, they had the healthiest relationship ever. Ever since grandma's neighbour's daughter got married at 22, she had been pestering Tsubaki's mother to get her married. So that is another reason to move out.

Tsubaki didn't consider herself a marriage material. Not that she hated men, but men seemed to be intimidated by her. At TouDou, she was the acer and most people looked at her with awe. Well, it was more like she seemed to be in a different world than others. She couldn't really call anyone her friend and unlike her sis, Yuki, she wasn't the social and outgoing person. Yuki was always surrounded by friends, she always got phone calls and she was a happy-go-lucky person and she was very girly. Tsubaki was a very reserved and shy person, but she had the thirst for knowledge and her curiosity always got over her shyness.

Now, she was sitting in her room, had packed all her things. The movers would come to pick her things up tomorrow. She felt sad to leave her house and wondered how she'd manage. Her Onii-chan had managed staying by himself beginning from his university days. So she thought she would be fine. But it was getting into her. Then suddenly, her cell phone rang, an unknown number. "Moshi Moshi. Tsubaki speaking. Who is this?" After hearing the voice, she smiled. She knew who it was.


To be continued......

Glossary:
Onee-chan -Elder sister in Japanese
TouDou - Tokyo University
Okaa-san- Mother in Japanese
Otou-san - Father in Japanese
Moshi Moshi - Hello (for phone calls)

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Love your Parents

A short video. I've seen an email with this story floating around for quite sometime, but the video nearly brought tears to my eyes.....